How interesting you posted it now, Pa'li, cos I was afraid for a while that I was losing Avatar I was honestly afraid. I guess I overdosed myself on it a bit (watched it twice in 2 months) & last time I didn't really experience "the wave" or "the call"( aw, you know what I mean, don't you) - ok, I cried, I laughed, I said "ouch" & "oops" out loud - & the feeling was there but so deep inside that it was like an almost imperceptible tremble. It could be though cos I was not alone & didn’t “let go” as I usually do on my own. But last night I put the first, the original, Avatar CD on - & the feeling was back with the bang, I laughed & cried at the same time when Jake was running, & when it got to OST it was really beautiful: I flash-visioned myself in a bioluminiscent lake, floating on my back & staring at Polyphemus & other moons in their full phase; the forest was glowing & there were dozens of Atokirina floating above the water. I felt immensely happy. I am so grateful to the music for pulling me back! It always happens: when I get broody & think of backing away from Avatar & ToS something like this happens & pulls me right back. I guess I am lucky

As for my remedy to keep the feeling alive, it would be - meditations (I made it thru PAD mostly thanks to them), going to the natural spaces & imagine it's Pandora , and staying here on ToS. Somehow it brings Pandora to Earth.

I do enormously respect people who are inspired by Avatar to explore the wonders of the Earth (and yes there are so many), to take care of it, to live as close to the Na'vi way of living as possible... It’s a beautiful planet, & it would be even better if people were a bit more careful with it. But still my inner sensation is that I am here just for some time, it's like a business trip or a mission, & then- hopefully - I'll be back on Pandora, or a similar world, cos I am sure I lived there before. I do miss Pandora ok maybe it seems a far-out post – but hey, I am a dreamhunter, what do you expect