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Old 04-29-2010, 10:36 PM
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Default The end of the most pathetic rant series ever - ZY

Dear, beloved Sisters and Brothers from ToS:

Nothing to say, but the usual rant I've been posting up lately. Nothing to say, nothing to feel. Just complaints, shouts, rage, fear.

Avatar has been drowned by my old life. Now it's just a nice movie, and I feel so hurt for it. They've won: the routine, the teachers, the progress, the cars, the blocks, the walls, the alarm clock, the money, the greed, the malice. Everything I hated has taken over inside me. And every time I try to look back to glance at the old light these three hours gave me; the shadows just push me out and remind me it's all fantasy. A painful reminder.

I wish I could simply pick a taxi, go far, far away and forget all this nonsense, all this pain, this fear.

Now I'm just comfortably numb. And I hate it so much. I just can shout from my place, but even if I could speak with the greatest truth, I've got no freedom to get out of here.

And everything's dying.

Even myself.

I wish a single thing on the surface of this planet filled this hole. I wish something had a f*cking real sense. I wish I could say "I am free". I wish... I wish I hadn't had to wish anything at all.

Just words... It's all I can do now. Rant, shout, cry, fear.

I wish, I could keep the dream alive.

This is my last post about all this stupid nonsensical rant; something I just want to get rid of no matter how.

But still lingers on.

PS: Please, somebody show me the way. I am a cold person; and only have cried for this twice. This is the second time.
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Old 04-29-2010, 10:41 PM
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Zenit, I want to help you but I don't know if you will be open to everything that I say. You must not let all of this overtake you. Remember that love is the most powerful force and what you saw with Avatar was a vision of that.

If you want to talk about this some more, pm me. Ok?
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if you will be my bride
the rest of my life will be
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I see you

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Old 04-30-2010, 01:05 AM
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I feel the same way, ZenitYerkes. I feel cheated. This is my planet, just as much as any aristocrat or politician. I should be able to live any way I want to live: my planet, my life, my choice. But no, I was dropped into the greedy, sheltered, weak, economics-driven western world, and I didn't even have any say in the matter. How do I get out? I don't want to just get a hobby while keeping an average life, that just seems like pacification. I can't just go live out in the wild, all the most fertile land is controlled by somebody. There's a reason fewer and fewer native peoples live in the wild, they're being forced off their land by the elites, and forced to live on what little scraps of land remain.

Why the hell should I respect the elites? In the end we're all human - we all need food, we all need water, we all die from the same things. If more people recognized that fact, and stopped being intimidated by their wealth/political power, more people would probably break free from the chains of society.

How am I supposed to be a tsamsiyu, a warrior, in a world where all the food I eat is pre-packaged junk from the store, and all the major decisions in my life are made by a few corrupt men in a a few pretty white buildings? Where do I lead my own life anymore? Where is the excitement?

Sorry if this sounds like I'm rambling. I've been under the weather lately and can't think straight.

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"You mustn't be afraid to dream a little bigger, darling." - Inception

"Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy **** we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off." - Tyler Durden

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Old 04-30-2010, 01:13 AM
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It's not gone or you couldn't have a post like this. It appears that you are stuck in the place between. I feel as if Avatar has taken many of us including myself into this place. A perception of cognitive dissonance, of unknowns, of longing. We are not feeling connected to our old lives and we are not on Pandora. It's kind of changing my sense of identity, it is a transition.

Please don't let it end. If you do you may slip back and you don't want that I assure you. You are doing so well. Please don't fall back from the struggle.
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Old 04-30-2010, 03:33 AM
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It's not gone. As txen said, this thread is proof of that.

You only lose it if you let it. Don't be that person. Don't let it.

Find something, something you'll keep in mind. Hold on to that no matter what. Always remember, and don't let people make you what they want to.
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Old 04-30-2010, 10:40 AM
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I didn't ever see it as ranting or rambling, I saw it as you expressing your true self.

As others have said, you shouldn't let that slip under or you'll become cold and empty - the only person you'll be cheating is yourself. Trust me.
"When the time comes, just walk away and don't make any fuss."
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