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Old 12-13-2018, 03:43 AM
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I suppose I can go over some random things about myself. I have had many feminine interests over the years, and I have a lot more in common with women than men. I've noticed that I always relate with the female characters more. In video games I'll usually create a female character instead of a male character. If I had to choose between being Neytiri or Jake I would definitely choose Neytiri. I mean, come on, she's awesome! If I had a display image commissioned of myself I would ask for a female version instead of a male version because I feel like a female avatar fits me better. Online when people refer to me as "she" or "her" (because of my avatar) it doesn't bother me, and I don't correct them. I watch a lot of beauty gurus on YouTube, and watching them apply makeup is fascinating to me. I've never tried lip balm. I have put on lipstick, eyeliner, and nail polish before. I've always liked the way some of the really awesome women's clothing looks. I'll scroll through looking at women's clothes for hours until I realize what I'm doing. I wouldn't dare buy anything because I don't want to have to explain why I have high heels or something. In the past I've tried wearing skirts, tops, and stockings. See, the problem is that the truly awesome looking men's clothing is for the kind of men who have the chiseled “superhero” body. That's definitely not me! To be honest, I wouldn't want that kind of body because I feel like that would clash with me on a psychological level. The fact that I have such a small compact body is probably why I never developed gender dysphoria. I've never hated my body; however, I do hate body hair! If I could get laser hair removal I would. For a long time I would shave my arms and legs. None of this has ever not felt right. My personality has always been more feminine. Think of a really kind woman who loves animals and that's basically me. I'm too nice for my own good. And when I have to act more like I'm "supposed to" that's when it gets really weird. That's why I enjoy staying home because when I go out I feel like I have to pretend to be something society expects me to be instead of myself.
I did always find talking to women easier than talking to men. And I've always wanted to try women's clothes, but never did. I always thought they looked better.
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Old 12-13-2018, 06:50 PM
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I did always find talking to women easier than talking to men. And I've always wanted to try women's clothes, but never did. I always thought they looked better.

See, looks like we can relate.

What kinds of women's clothes do you like?

Much of what I've mentioned above about wearing makeup and women's clothing happened in the past, but since this is still a battle for me I think I should bring my faith into this just to show what the steaks are (as I believe them to be). If you're interested??? I won't get preachy.
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Old 12-14-2018, 01:34 AM
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See, looks like we can relate.

What kinds of women's clothes do you like?

Much of what I've mentioned above about wearing makeup and women's clothing happened in the past, but since this is still a battle for me I think I should bring my faith into this just to show what the steaks are (as I believe them to be). If you're interested??? I won't get preachy.
Sorry if I didn't share first. I always was extremely shy, and had a hard time saying how I feel to people. That isn't normally the case with the internet, because it's easier, but I don't why I just I could not think of anything. I've been feeling a little bit of a fake lately then though I've had these feelings in the past that came and go. An you can always share your faith with me. I was raised Christian.
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Old 12-26-2018, 02:25 AM
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Happy Holidays, everyone. I hope you all have a good one.

I came out to my parents today. Woo, boy.
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Old 12-27-2018, 06:02 PM
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I came out to my parents today. Woo, boy.
How did it go?
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Old 12-30-2018, 03:24 AM
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How did it go?

My mom believes me, but my dad doesn't. It sucks.
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Happy New Year 2019, ToS!
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Old 01-07-2019, 04:42 AM
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So, I set my gender on Facebook to genderqueer and female. Now I'm getting ads for female stuff. Makes me happy. I mean, I'm not all female, but being treated like one makes me feel good. And some days, I just wish I could change bodies for a bit.
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Old 01-10-2019, 12:31 AM
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So, "The Nutcracker and the Four Realms" is coming out of the 29th on home media. The movie that started this whole adventure of mine. There's a few movies that are close to my heart. This is one of them. It just opened up the floodgates for me. So many feelings I pushed away for so many years, I'm having now because of this movie. I'm legit happy I can own it soon.
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Old 01-11-2019, 04:56 AM
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Dysphoria sucks. Most of the time I'm fine, but now I just want a new body. I think my hair still being short kind of triggered it. Why can't it be long now?
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