Hey Neytiri. I read your post in the community support, and I feel you. This life is difficult, and like you said I live in the world behind my shut eyes than I do in the physical world. If you need anyone to talk to send me a PM with no worries... sometimes people just need to vent and get stuff off their chest to feel better
And I'm doing... alright. I've got PAD right now so I'm jsut sitting here meditating on such topics, and my dad is watching Avatar in the den and I can't really watch it with anyone else fearing I'll ruin the experience, and its the destruction of hometree scene so I'm getting massive shivers and tears are starting to swell in my eyes, so I'm turning up my music to drown it out lol