have a safe "journey" & we'll be waiting for you back alive & kicking!
(ah, Australia? well I am across the world from you but there are a few Australians on ToS... a couple will be coming to Seattle for 2012 meetup... if you survive long enough, you might join them )

oh dear don't worry yeah I did feel down but it was good to remember my survival techniques life, or the world, is not really "good" or "bad", what matters really is our attitude, & the colour of our "spectacles". Hope you'll pull thru, now that you have half of ToS backing you up!
where on Earth world are you anyways? I know your spirit is on Pandora, but your body?

kaltxi ma eylan (hello my friend). It's very strange! See your "Friends" , on the right side? You can go to anybody's profile by clicking on their avatar & Normally, under their Friends "avatar photos" there's a link "Befriend.... (this person)". So you just click on it, say "yes", & your friendship request is sent. Try it!
But, very strangely, I don't see "Befriend Neytiriomaticaya" link under your friends! Altho yesterday I managed to send you a friendship requesti... Maybe today there's some problem - so in this case it's the best to ask the admins, Eltu or Human No More, or Tsyal Makto. or maybe you can find the answer in FAQ.

sorry, hope I didn't confuse you too much? After reading your story I even got PAD myself But the good news is that now I know ToS! & you found it too, you'll see with time what a treasure it is, some people say sometimes it's the only reason that keeps them going... Good luck & hope you'll get better soon!

KaltXi again,
I just wonder: you have so many people who wish you the best & care about you on your thread... and only one on your Friends List? Hey, imho you already have many friends here! Or maybe you don't know how to Befriend somebody? It's very easy, surely quite a few people will accept your invitation. Of course if you really want to... Free choice!