Txantsulsam Fyawintxu

Haha yea a pen doesn't feel that good... but after work I have college, but I love college. It's always fun to be there because I get to do what I love; learn and work on cars plus also I have good friends there that make it fun to be there so thats my type of meditation haha in a way not the meditation I... call meditation but my relaxing some-what time

Yea thanks ma tsmukan... In a way I sort of wish I didn't post that then again it felt good to get it off my chest... What I really feel sick about is when I used the pen on myself... It makes me look like a cutter or something which I'm not it's just all that emotion built up inside of me... I scratched like twice and was like, " ow that hurt... Yea that was dumb" but thanks for talking to me ma tsmukan *returns hug*

Thx for the friendship Txantsulsam Fyawintxu, oh my goodness what a long name. Curious what does it mean? Looking forward to reading more of your very uplifting thoughts!

Most definetly!! If you have the chance to live in a beautiful place like that, you should jump at the opportunity! What island are you thinking of moving to? And where are you moving from?

Thanks! I wish we could go together in real life too, and who knows, it could happen! I'm really excited for it Now if this snow would stop popping up out of nowhere...........

Yay I'll be over there in no time my friend
Duuude!!!

Oh one more thing ma Tsmukan: how far into your course did you drop out?
I interrupted my studies after my first year was completed and I was a quarter through my second year (I have a 4 yr course)

Mmm thank you, it is pretty liberating but in the same time my situation is a little different from yours my friend since I am just freezing my studies for a year and returning back next year
To be honest though, I have a twinge of regret for leaving and also I really want to start learning again but I talked with Rabbit and he just said I should occupy myself with things like surfing or getting out into nature so I shouldn't be too bored.
Txantsulsam, I'd like to know more about your situation with college and why you dropped out: it seems really intriguing..My decision was just injuries and lack of motivation/wanting free time after coming straight out of school into college so a break seems so divine..

Hmm well to be honest after watching Avatar and returning to college/uni I felt so disillusioned with the system and getting a degree to make money ect that I thought that I had no motivation to continue my degree. I wanted to take a break, see things that I was too busy to see before like nature and spend more time with friends and family which mean so much to me. Also since I had to take lots of time off since I could hardly walk I thought I should heal myself first and then get back into it.
As for parents, my mum supports me and I'm sure my dad does as well since he has seen how much pain I am in half the time.
To make things easier though I haven't completely dropped out, I'm just going to redo this year of studies next year and continue on after that.

Hmmm why thank you Txantsulsam that means a lot to me, and that's one of the reasons why I've missed you so much: Your honesty and support gives us hope and strength and we return the favour again and again. Yes I still have the rheumatoid as well but it isn't giving me any problems yet
I agree about college, and I am inspired by your decision. It must have been a hard one but you haven't looked back and I admire you for that
I'm glad you know where to go and what to do after college, that isn't easy for people to find but you managed to take the initiative and find out for yourself. Something that is hard for college students to do since we are basically looking at other's work and copying them.

Hehe Txantsulsam look at your post
*starts reading* lol Txantsulsam, thank you, I agree with you as well on the mood of this place. It's like it used to be, plus there are less people to muck things about. That's why AF went downhill because of the mass number of new people and old people going.
*smiles* yes we should ma tsmukan, we should remake the wild thread here with Rabbit I think we should start soon Txantsulsam