Some good advice. I considered going to open mic poetry sessions somewhere in a nearby city but as I have said before to you, i'm not really sure people want to hear my maddened ramblings.
As for your English, you really should not feel bad about it. As I said, I can't speak a single word of Spanish, yet your poetry, fanfictions and various other English works are very good in terms of grammar and construction.
On top of that, your general language skills are top-notch. Really, you have nothing to be ashamed of.
