I am happy... she is so incredible, truly no one else like her and yea, I hope so too brother

And I'm glad you're getting better like I've said before if you need to talk about anything, throw me a PM

Sweet man You look happy there, very much happy -and I hope you keep that up for a long time!

Man, I'm glad you're alright

thats good and its Samantha, AKA autumshire

I'm getting better, thanks. By the way, who's on your avatar?

doing pretty good brother, how about yourself?

How are things Great Stan?

its alright brother

And yea I'm waiting she's moving to cali in (hopefully) Febuary, but all that matters is she's moving here I'm so happy. And yea, the problem is the timezones... when she's about to leave for work I'm getting ready for bed, when I'm at work and school shes sleeping, stuff like that... theres like a 5 hour time zone difference

oh okay, you're probably like a freshman. Where do you live again?

Sorry for the late reply.

Well, all you can do is to wait for her -or keep a distance relationship. Perhaps chatting each other on the webcam?

Oh, and by the way, I'm 16 so... I don't know what grade it is on the US -but here I'm on pre-Universitary education. Two years before picking a career.

ah school not fun. What grade you in? high school?

And I dont know, I just miss someone I hold real close to my heart (she'll be back to stay in Febuary, but since she left it seems like forever) and then things like work and school and my future got me all "ahhhhh" and I just want to leave it all. I've wrote numerous songs/poems about how I just imagine a place me and her can escape to and be totally free. It was funny when I was taking her to San Diego (about an hour away from my house so she can continue her short journey while at the US, she leaves for a flight in the morning to see her cousins and she was going to stay with a friend of her moms) we said it would just be amazing to just flip a U turn and run away north... just away from everything. Oh how I wish that could've happened. I dream about just running away with someone close to me. Ah I'm blabbering on haha

Ah yeah. School turned up being so boring, yet so demanding. It's stressful.

How about you and your mood swings? Did anything trigger that? If you want to talk and it's lengthy, you can send me a PM.