Wow thanks Griff for this awesome pics,

Some where beautifully where you can be alone to think is a good Idea, I love to do that, it help to relaxe, take time to think clearly and evacuate stress for a moment, it my kind of meditation, I love this moments. But sadly "soon or later you always have to wake up" and came back to the real life.

Yes, in fact I did use a Canon.

I think that real life may not be the best way to describe what we live in.

Thank you all for your replies.

As I said in my original post... it's not Earth, nature itself that is saddening... I know Earth is incredibly beautiful, and I do take long walks out in nature when I have the chance...

It's rather the community and life situation we have today... Sure, I can be outside, experience the beauty of Earth... but once I get back, I get reminded of the harsh reality. As I said in my OP, the sense of community... where everyone around you, every day, are persons you can share your life with... it's not present in modern society.

And I mean... what happens i the future? Will I get a repetitive job, do the same things every day..? What am I striving to accomplish right now?

I mean...I don't want to live like this... it isn't my home - it feels like I don't belong here...

Eltu, if I had a penny for every time I thought of that in my entire lifetime, I would be a millionaire. :D

Don't let this drag you down. The future is not set in stone. You create what you want to create. Don't let others or even me tell you what you want out of life. Follow your own passions. Start small. Take it one step at a time, like what I'm doing now.

Making a world filled with peace will take time, but it only takes one significant moment to be completely at peace, which is right here and now. Through that, you can be a beacon of light to others and they will follow and realize their own. :)

Be a shining light; that is all you can do at this moment. The future lies in your hands Eltu, nobody else's. :)

make that billionaire... I too feel guilty of not spending enough tine with Earth and it's beauty... I think "when I get home I'm going to take a walk" but something else comes up or I just want to sit down and it doesn't happen... I need to figure out a way of making myself do it... The hard part is actually getting up and doing it once I'm past that I don't look back... I feel for you Eltu and completely understand. Don't give up hope some if not all of us here feel the same way you do... We're a family

Aye. I definitely don't spend enough time with Earth and its beauty -- all my time is spent hunched over a computer, staring at a textbook, frantically taking notes in class, or puzzling over homework, and I never seem to find the time to get outside... I've taken to taking long-ish (half-hour) walks around my university campus, which is at least a start, but I'm in a situation much like yours.

Eltu: I don't know what to tell you, aside from 'oel ngati kameie'... I feel the same way, and I'm just as lost. *hugs*

Send me that PM we mentioned before. I really want to talk to you about this, just let it all get out of you, write it down and I'll answer you the best way I can.

But just some advice: know all your possibilities and choose the rightest.

It's all I can say now.

Yeah that's right, but it's hard to know where to go. When you don't have fixed passions, If all this passions come an go, which one I am supposed to chose????
It's always like that, when I think I have found my passion the years later I have something new or my old passions despaired. There have so much thing I want to do.

I don't know if is that way Eltu see that, but that how I live it.

I know exactly what you mean... I don't belong on Earth. I want to live like the Na'vi do.

I want to do something different. Not be trapped, forced to spend the rest of my life doing the same thing, all for nothing, but I don't know how :'(

I have a dog => I have to take a walk, but I love it :)