Thanks for your support everyone :)
I'm still lonely, I still have PAD, but I'm just so much happier to know that somewhere, there are people who understand and feel the same. I don't know what I'd do without you all...

Fly away down the lonely roads of yesterday... Close your eyes to see the light of brighter days. And all alone we'll be where time can never heal, with the trail of broken hearts flying free

Through the sun and winter rain will fall, all our lives we all were waiting for a sign to call. We're walking hand in hand in dreams and endless time, how do we know when we will leave this life behind?

Love that song :'(

There is so much love, care, and understanding in this forum, it's simply amazing.