Escape
 

I swear one of these days I'm going to explode. No it's not Pandora this time, I've get over PAD long time ago; but my world sucks: everything around me is a mixture of do's and must's that I never asked for and which are just limits and more limits; and not they have no meaning at all for me. I'm still stuck up to them, I don't want to lose nothing or close any door yet.

I went to the institute's psychologist, and after talking about this he told me that "systems are the way they are because they work. You cannot dump a system that works because it just makes you feel bad". I replied "Then there must be an alternative". So he called me hippie.

Good.

I want to scape from this world full of walls, screens and limits. This world of obligations and work that nobody knows where they come from.

I want something worth fighting for.

Oel ngati kameie, ma tsmukan... :(

this.. it´s hard but we have to accept it; my favorite sentence in the world now is this "SOONER OR LATER YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO WAKE UP" by Jake Sully
This sentence says it all for me, that is sad

It's time to get creative. :) Yes, there are walls and limits and systems that work for people who are happy to be shuffled along in their life...(bad on that psychologist, by the way...I'm sure his speech was really effective *heavy on the sarcasm* :P )...but there can be ways around it. Sometimes it means compromising what you want, sometimes it could mean your escape is only in your mind. Sometimes what you fight for will be the next time you can sit next to a stream and just let your mind free to find Pandora on its own for awhile.

You will find something worth fighting for. I believe that. Keep trying, aytsmukan.