Falling.

[Fkeu'itan]

There was something.
Something I lost,
What seems like,
An age ago.

It was something,
I truly once posessed.
Something that meant,
So much to me.

I lost my footing. Fell in.
Stepped too far,
In the wrong direction.
Plummeting into oblivion.

But I found a hold,
An outcrop,
Posing itself off the
Slick, vertical walls.

And I latched on,
Held on with all my might.
But now I feel,
Those fingers slipping again.

I know not if I,
Will ever see,
That sweet light of day,
Light at the mouth of the hole.

But I will always be,
There.
Clinging to the ledge,
By my very fingertips.

I could be helped,
Helped out of this hole.
This sickening madness.
A saviour with a link.

But it seems,
There is no one stood
At the top of the hole.
No one.

There was something.
Something I lost,
What seems like,
An age ago.

It was the hope of love.

[Human No More]

...

[Fkeu'itan]

Why is it,
That I,
As my true self,
Am so easy to hate?

And why is it,
That this bland fascade
Is so much easier,
To live with?

Perhaps,
I ask for far too much.
For more than I,
Could ever hope for.

Aching,
For something,
I can never reach,
I can never feel.

Although what I have,
Is limitless in quantity,
And so ready to distribute,
No one wants it.

Keeping it all,
So tightly bottled,
That the pressure,
Is unbearable.

Longing,
but not being able,
To have.
An impossibility.

So I live,
In limitless hope.
But I believe,
This is one dream

Too far.

[ZenitYerkes]

"Love suffereth long, and is kind"

The road is painful, the road is long, the road is narrow. But the few to reach the end of it would have proven themselves strong, brave and having a big, all-forgiving and all-withstanding heart.

Don't lose your hope. It's the only thing that will keep you going.

[Fkeu'itan]

Thanks to both of you.

And I will try my best Zenit. Sometimes it just seems hope is a precious commodity when you have to walk this long and winding road alone.