Please forgive me

[Cyan]

Look, I made a bad decision, and i hope you can welcome me back, despite what i have made you go through. I can understand if you are resenting me for putting you in this sad position, but i had that urge to come back and settle things straight.
I had the feeling to come back, when something you depend on goes away you get the urge to come back, and thats what i needed. Purpose to come back. I want to apologise to all who must of felt sad when i said i was leaving, and want to assure you that im not going, i was in a conflicted state and chose the bad decision.
Taking your words into consideration, it would be too cruel to part with you all.