I am here again... (should I be sorry for making so many posts , one after the other, on one thread?

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Anyway, here goes the 1st Avatar dream (it took me sometime to decide to post it):
In 2006 - 3 years before any mention of Avatar - I had a sudden vision of a world similar to Pandora. A glowing jungle – but not only, add the feelings of touch, smell, movement, sound... it was so real, this vision was following me for quite some time.
When I was watching Avatar for the first time, it was a recognition feeling all the way, if I were not in a cinema full of people I would be screaming "Yes! Yes! I know this one! I've seen it before!" all the time.
When I walked out, I realized - this is why I never feel right here on this planet, like I don't fit for some reason - it's because I am from some other world!
The movie knocked me out for a long time, with the feeling of deep nostalgie, homesickness if you want, on one side, and "what the heck am I doing here?" on the other side. In the end, I used this method : before you go to sleep ask a question, make it as precise as possible, and ask for a guidance in your dream. Sometimes you get amazing replies

This happened in this case.
The dream was quite long and intense, but the most important moment was this: I saw a jungle similar to Pandorrean, only that the glow was more golden-purple than pinky-blue. A shimmering golden figure appeared, it was very vague but I would say it was an older man, with a girl of violet color at his side - a witchdoctor/spiritual leader/man of power and his apprentice maybe. The girl said nothing, she only smiled, and her smile was pure kindness and encouragement. The man told me: "All that you feel, see and hear is right. You lived in several of these worlds before, you were one of us, and now you are homesick. I know what you feel like. You are not alone, there are many like you on Earth. When your Earth mission is over, you'll be back, don't worry. Now, there is a reason that you are on the Earth. Try to SEE here what you SAW there (on Pandora and in this purple world). Bring the sensations together. It's all true: the glow, the tsahaylu connections, the never ending energy flow... Learn it again on the Earth".
Somehow, this dream calmed me down. I look around, and try to find beauty in everything. I do my little bit for recycling. I treat living creatures with respect; when I eat I say "thanks" to plants and animals for giving me food – and promise that after I die, my body will return to the land and serve as food for other plants and animals. Little things like these.
Trying to keep my eyes open, and my glass, empty
