I Try

[Moco Loco]

Meh, I don't always write poetry, but when I do, it comes out as pure angst, and I'm not afraid to admit it. Stand back

I try to forget
I try to forget
I try to forget
I try to forget
I try to forget
That I am alone
I point to my friends
I smile, or I try
Hardly interject, since I don't make sense
Just go along, it was natural
I'm not like you, but it's okay
I still love you
I care about you, but "I can never understand"
This will never be over
or if it is, when? How?
The day I give up everything
to be with someone far away
or just to know them from afar
I'd be content with anything.
I try to forget that I am still here
if only because I don't want to feel lonely
but I'll never stop looking.
Though I've never seen your face
or any evidence at all so far,
I know you're alive.
I know you're there.