Fill the void

[rapunzel77]

Originally Posted by Human No More

I still haven't found anything really worth it... The only thing I do have is myself, and how lonely I am... I want to find my Neytiri, someone who Sees me, who I can spend my life with, but I just have no idea how to find her, or if she even exists...
Most of life is dead to me now... I just don't see the point.

Part of looking for your dream girl is starting by becoming a better man. It starts with yourself HNM. If you love more, you will have more love to give. She will know that whenever she comes. You possibly have more to give than you are willing to let on. Also, even though you feel like there is nothing worth living for, don't give up. There is. I know you don't see it now. You have to take small steps, one day at a time. That's all you can do.