p.a.d. I haven't again...

[X.,.Pandora.,.X]

Hey guys, sorry for my vacancy. I have been focusing on school and my job and I haven't had time to do a lot of things.. So I'm back, hey guys. Forgive me. So in remembrance of the upcoming 2 year anniversary I watched avatar again 2 nights ago, and it stirred some feelings I haven't had in awhile.. But life went on and the next night I fell asleep listening to the sound track and I had a dream about being on pandora at night and running into a na'vi woman, Etc so today I have been reminiscing a lot and I got star walk on my iPad. So I was listening bioluminescence of the night while browsing through the endless stars.. And it hit me.. I'm so depressed right now.. It's been 1.5 years since I felt so overwhelmed..I don't know what to do..it's like I wish I had amnesia so I could watch it for the first time again... What should I do..