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I can't believe it has been two years. My first viewing just seemed like yesterday. Either way the feelings are coming back (it's an annual thing). It's like PAD but without sadness. It's a sense of...titillation? I don't know how to describe it. A sense of revival, of spiritual awakening, of empowerment, of curiosity, and those feelings become so strong they seem to have an effect on how I physically feel. For the first several weeks...hell, months after Avatar, I lived in a surreal world, Seeing above all the man-made mess here on Earth, and every year that same sense of surrealism returns. I can feel it building in the core of my being as we speak.
To get a scale of how I am feeling as the anniversary approaches, take everything I wrote in my Manifesto linked in my sig, and crank those feelings up to 11. I think I'll go meditate now...
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![]() The Dreamer's Manifesto Mike Malloy, a voice of reason in a world gone mad. "You mustn't be afraid to dream a little bigger, darling." - Inception "Man, I see in fight club the strongest and smartest men who've ever lived. I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy **** we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off." - Tyler Durden Last edited by Tsyal Makto; 12-18-2011 at 10:22 AM. |
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