The Winding Roads of Lost and Found.

[Fkeu'itan]

The inescapable paradox,
I need you, but wish it was not so...
The craving for empty, desolate despair,
But perhaps already too lost in it,
To want to echo on alone, forever.

Trying so hard to destroy,
All that was built when kingdoms rose,
When time passed, took it's heavy toll,
And built the bridges now we alight.

An whence I said my goodbyes, they resurface.
The bridges all too easy to reconstruct,
Some withstanding lead to the same ends, going ignored.

Curiosity sears - poisons - the mind,
Weaken resolve and solidarity.

Why won't you leave me alone?

Why won't I leave me alone?

Why can't I have nothing?

[Human No More]

Must be hard... but if you come back, that tells a lot, I think
It's all always still there for you.