Kxani Yawne - Forbidden Love By 'ì'awn 'awsiteng.

[Moopels]

Chapter Fourteen
Yawne shivered, the warmth of the cabin making her realize just how cold she really was. The dampness of her clothing didn’t help either. She was inside Ku’yah’s own personal hut, having discovered that the whole tribe had their own land; it was small and yet tranquil, and very very beautiful. Various members of the tribe were in the hut with her, some were staring and others seemed to be avoiding her, and only looked when they thought she wasn’t looking.
Ku’yah entered the hut, her hair now damp from the heavy rain that was plummeting against the hut and everything around it. Behind her stood La’Ki, who seemed distraught, she looked around wildly until her eyes fell upon Yawne. She immediately smiled upon seeing the young na’vi female. Her eyes gleaming and a sad smile played upon her face.
“I was worried you know,” La’Ki said softly, a hint of a sob in her voice. “I’m just happy you’re safe.” La’Ki walked over to Yawne and gently went to put her arms around her, until Yawne stopped her abruptly.
“Don’t.” she whispered gently. “Don’t touch me, please.”
La’Ki nodded, her face showing both hurt and at the same time it was as if she understood…
Ku’yah looked from both Yawne to La’Ki and smiled, she then walked to Yawne and bent down, making her head level to the small chair where Yawne now sat.
“You know… La’Ki really was worried about you; I don’t think a hug could hurt… Do you really believe that giving La’Ki a hug could harm either of you?”
Yawne considered this for a second, before giving up and eventually opening hers arms to La’Ki, who came forward and closed the gap between them. La’Ki stayed in Yawne’s arms for almost half a minute, just taking in her lover’s scent, her breath, the sound of her heartbeat.
“You know… I don’t blame you for what you did…” La’Ki whispered, she gently held on to Yawne, her arms becoming ever so tight, as she held the na’vi female closer. “I could never blame anything on you. None of this is your fault…” La’Ki let go of Yawne and pulled back, and stepped to the side. Ku’yah looked from both La’Ki to Yawne and smiled a knowing, and yet somehow unhappy smile.

“I went through this you know.” Ku’yah said wisely, “I went through this pain you are both going through now, and while the circumstances may not be exactly the same, they are so similar…”
Yawne and La’Ki were both paying full attention to Ku’yah now, although she didn’t say anything else regarding the subject. It was as if a shroud of silence had entered the hut. Ku’yah turned and walked towards the entrance.
“You are welcome to stay here for the remainder of the night, I wouldn’t go around outside right now if I was in your shoes, the storm may look timid, but inside it’s a raging tornado.”

Ku’yah left the hut, and so did the other na’vi females, all nodding to La’Ki and Yawne before exiting. One however stopped, and turned to face them both.
“You can both win this you know, your love is pure. You will lead happy lives.” She said affectionately, before turning and walking into the cold damp rain.

Yawne turned to La’Ki and whimpered pathetically, she was still soaking wet, water dripping from her causing a puddle on the dry surface below them. Turning she knelt over to a small bundle of warm material that had been left for her, and wrapped herself around it and laid on the floor, still not speaking to La’Ki, and not making a sound at all.
La’Ki scowled, and walked to Yawne and laid next her, pulling her into a hug, and gently moving the fabric of the bundle of material and wrapped herself in it, her body touching Yawne’s causing them both to blush.
“I’m sorry about running away…” Yawne whispered sadly, however to this La’Ki scowled, and brought her hand to Yawne’s face and caressed it gently.
“No… I’m the one at fault, I’m sorry if I frightened you.”

Those last few words echoed throughout Yawne’s head, cycling on and on in and endless blur, and before she knew it, she realized that she was no longer curled up with La’Ki; it was as if she’d lost all track of time. And now, as everything became clearer she became aware that she was looking at herself.
Yawne glared at what she assumed was her reflection, and then her face grew confused as she realized. This wasn’t her, not anymore, the ‘reflection’ in front of her showed a child, it was her, and yet it wasn’t. She looked so innocent, but the oddest thing about everything was that the ‘reflection’ wasn’t copying her movements. It was if she had a mind of her own.
“I knew you’d come.” The reflection spoke softly and sweetly, her voice angelic and beautiful, bringing in light among the smog surrounding them. “I knew that La’Ki would unlock me, your memories, your love…” The reflection moved in to Yawne now, her eyes glazing over, Yawne felt a sense of dread. It was almost as if this wasn’t meant to happen. She didn’t want her memories back, not like this. As the reflection came nearer and nearer to Yawne, she stepped backwards, and then broke into a run. She didn’t understand why, but she had to get away… Had to run…

*
“Wake up Yawne! Please wake up!” cried a voice in the darkness. Yawne bolted upright. Sweat gleaming over her whole body, soaking against her already damp clothing. “Are you okay? You were screaming….” cried La’Ki, her eyes red with tears. “I was so scared; I thought you’d never wake up… What… What happened? Did you have a bad dream?”
Yawne thought about everything for a second, and then sobbed deeply and hugged La’Ki to her harshly, almost as if she was desperate to feel her touch.
“I… I’m so scared; I don’t want to remember… I feel that if I do everything will be different, everything will change, and I’ll forget everything instead of remembering… There has to be another way…”
La’Ki looked at Yawne, confusedly, and patted her back gently.
“It’s all going to be okay, it was just a bad dream…”
However this did little to calm down Yawne, she was sure it wasn’t just a dream….

[Moopels]

Chapter Fifteen
The rain clouds above had settled, but La’Ki was certain they wouldn’t remain that way. Rainy season was near, and very soon it would be like that for months on end. Once Yawne had calmed down they had decided to start their small trek back to their tribe, and much to La’Ki’s dismay, Yawne wasn’t speaking, she seemed distant, even more so than even she thought possible.
“You can tell me what your dream was about you know…” said La’Ki affectionately. However, Yawne scowled, and her ears gently pressed down to her head, her tail floating back and forward before wrapping around her right leg, a clear indication of her uneasiness. She then opened her mouth to speak, and yet no sound came out.
“I…”
*
Anyu sat alone on his hammock. His face held up with his dark blue hands, both of which were placed under his chin. He scowled as he noticed that both Yawne and La’Ki were missing, as much as he hated Yawne he didn’t want La’Ki to disappear, not if he still had a chance to be with her… Although he knew this chance was growing bigger and bigger with each passing day, each day that passed Yawne would unlock part of her memories and love, until the final day when she would be almost normal, and then it would happen, like a rock crashing into water… She would no longer be Yawne, would no longer remember… Anyu had a sickening thought, something which made his skin crawl. He was going to see the look of confusion in her face; he wanted to make Yawne pay. Setting out, he knew he had to find her, had to show her how much suffering she had made him feel.


The rain was still spitting from the air, but the wind was gone, it was almost like a slight summer breeze, and the rain itself was just little droplets falling gently from the sky. Yawne sat near the river that passed along their tribal land. She gently picked a stone from the ground and threw it across the river, causing it to skim and sink into the stream. She’d lied about her dream to La’Ki, told her it was just a simple nightmare that had shaken her. In fact it scared her to the core. Had she given away her only chance at remembering? Or was the child version of her in the dream a lie? She didn’t understand any of this. All she knew was that whatever happened, she would never forget this week, it had driven her mind into overdrive, and changed her aspects on what she knew was right or wrong. Finding out that your best friend is actually so close that you are typically mates was enough to make her head spin. But the weird dreams and all of this talk about ‘love’ made her head spin in circles.
Pressing her three fingers to her head she gently rubbed her forehead and forced herself to try and remember.
All of her memories seemed to stand out clearly except for those specifically associated with love. She could remember La’Ki clearly, and from her memories she felt no physical or mental attraction to the female. Every single last memory felt like it was missing something, and Yawne couldn’t put her finger on what that was.
Yawne heard a shuffling in the bushes behind her; abruptly she turned to face…Anyu.
Upon seeing him, her first instinct was to run, but her legs wouldn’t respond, it was as if her body wasn’t listening to her brain, and her brain was screaming for attention.

Anyu looked at Yawne sympathetically before approaching her, his long legs gently sweeping through the long grass between the bushes and the stream.
“You shouldn’t be out here alone you know,” he stated clearly, as she slowly but surely walked towards Yawne. It was then that his expression changed, he growled loudly, and stood up right, as if showing his true colours. . “Why did you have to steal her from me Yawne? She was supposed to be mine, I told you that, and you agreed to help me, and then you fall for her? Why? Why couldn’t you just let me have my dream? You always take everything from me and it’s not fair!” he said, rambling on.
Yawne looked at Anyu strangely, bending her head slightly to the left, she eyed Anyu suspiciously.
“I don’t understand what you’re implying Anyu…” Anyu scowled and brought his hand back and slapped Yawne across the face, making her tumble to the ground. “No, of course you don’t! I hope it stays that way, I just wanted to tell you that you’ll never have your memories back, not in a million years. I wanted to see the look of pain in your face, the fear, the insecurity…”
Yawne closed her mind, choosing not to hear the words pouring from Anyu’s mouth. Her last memory of Anyu was of him talking about how much he liked La’Ki. Everything after that was a blur, almost as if she was blinded by her fear. However, she was brought out of her thoughts as pain ripped through her thick carob-fibered skull, and then, all she felt was… nothing.
*
“Yawne!” cried a voice through the darkness. Yawne gasped as she sat up, her mind now fully awake and aware of what had happened. She noticed her surroundings and noticed she was still at the stream. Placing her hand to her head she noticed dried blood had worked it’s way from her skull to the ground below, and she had lost a lot of it. Her head still a haze of confusion she attempted to stand, but fell backwards and landed face down, with a splash, into the stream below.
“Yawne?” shouted the voice again, this time even louder. “Answer me Yawne! Are you here? Please answer!” Yawne then noticed that the voice belonged to La’Ki. Spluttering in the water, Yawne attempted to shout La’Ki’s name, but her voice wouldn’t respond, instead she fell deeper into the icy depths of the deeper part of the stream, she rapidly kicked and pushed the water, attempting to escape her watery hell, and then as suddenly as it started, Yawne noticed that once again, everything turned black.

[Human No More]

Beautiful

Keep writing!

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[Moopels]

YES MOAR Ninat MOAR.

[Moopels]

Chapter Sixteen
Yawne awoke, her head throbbing madly; it felt almost as if someone had smacked her head against a tree, in fact it felt much worse.
It was then that she noticed just how cold she felt, and upon opening her eyes she realized why. She was still next to the stream, however now it looked more like a river, due to the vast amount of rain. She was soaking wet, her clothing hung tightly to her chest and her breathing was loud and desperate. It was nightfall now, and she realized that no one had come to her rescue; no one had noticed she was missing. Dropping her head against the ground she stayed in that position there for a few moments her head spinning with confused memories. Memories that were slowly but surely returning to her, she could remember everything Anyu had mentioned now, and it hurt her to think that she had betrayed her once dear friend. Yawne thought back to when she fell into the icy depths of the stream, and remembered that she’d heard a voice before she’d fallen… It was gone now, Yawne was sure of it. Hours had passed and even she was surprised that she hadn’t drowned.

Yawne stared up at the sky, she realized that she had to remember, it was as if she only just realized how dire the situation was. It was remember or forget everything, and Yawne knew that she’d rather try to remember and forget than forget everything because she did nothing about it. She stood from the cold wet ground and shuddered gently from the now cold tropic air. Looking around Yawne spotted, in the far distance, various huts, all belonging to the tribe of females. Yawne set off in a run, heading for the huts as fast as possible.

As she approached the huts, the trees around her grew slightly thicker, intending to keep the whole tribe secure from predators, and to also house a hiding place when need be. She paused when she reached the main hut, and realized that the whole tribe seemed to be asleep. Looking intro the nearest hut she spotted various hammocks attached to the open walled huts, all holding mated na’vi pairs. Yawne scrambled around until she found Ku’yah, who was sleeping soundly with another na’vi, who Yawne assumed was her mate. The female was beautiful, her hair braided to different lengths all tied around her queue, and her face a deep blue, around her eyes almost purple. Yawne looked at the two sleeping na’vi for a couple of seconds, watching them sleep and hold to each other, almost as if their life depended on it. Finally she reached out and gently patted Ku’yah on the arm, intending to gently awaken the wise na’vi leader. However, as soon as her arm touched Ku’yah, her mate shot up and stared at Yawne for a second before smiling.
“Ku’yah was expecting you…” spoke the female, her voice petite and young, making Yawne feel much more comfortable. “But she fell asleep waiting… I guess you can’t blame her though can you?” The female put her hand on Ku’yah’s head and gently stroked her cheek.
“I… I need to know more about what the side effects of my condition… my memory loss… I need to know another way to get my memory back…”
The female listened, and nodded her head to everything Yawne had just said.
“There is another way to fix your memories, but I wouldn’t recommend it.” Yawne nodded her head, and simply looked at the female, expecting her to continue, and when she didn’t Yawne simply ****ed her head to the side looked at the female, who sighed and continued.
“You see, generally a….”
*
La’Ki placed her hands to her head and cried loudly, her sobs echoing around her. Where could Yawne be? She was sure that she’d heard her voice earlier in the forest, but upon closer inspection she’d come to the conclusion that her mind was playing tricks on her… Yawne had simply gone out to clear her head, and walk for a while, and now she was missing. Yawne’s mother didn’t seem interested, instead she simply insisted that she was overreacting, and that Yawne had simply lost track of time…La’Ki knew better than this, Yawne hadn’t lost track of time, she would never stay out alone at night, especially at night.
She placed both of her hands to her head and gently pushed her forehead in distress. As she sat there, alone, she began to think back to her good times with Yawne, and then she remembered the time they first met…


La’Ki stared at the beautiful na’vi child from a distance, and never kept her eyes on her for more than ten seconds at a time, she didn’t want to be caught staring… It’d just lead to awkward questions… However, La’Ki was deep in thought and eventually forgot to look away in time; The na’vi female stared at La’Ki for a second, before she waved shyly, before walking slowly towards her. La’Ki gently placed her palm to her face and sighed.

“My name’s Yawne!” giggled the na’vi, before placing her hand in La’Ki’s “What’s yours?” she then asked innocently. La’Ki simply stared at Yawne’s hand in hers, before blushing a deep shade of purple. She simply stuttered her name before Yawne giggled once again.


La’Ki smiled at the thought of this moment, who would have guessed that they would have fallen in love? Suddenly she became aware that someone was watching her, she turned around and found herself face to face with Yawne.
“Yawne!” she shouted anxiously, “Where were you? I ca-“Yawne pressed her finger to La’Ki’s lips.
“I know a way to fix my memories. I know how we can make everything go back to normal.”
La’Ki’s face lit up and she smiled widely, but stopped abruptly when she saw the gaunt look on Yawne’s face.
“It’s risky…” she sighed, and placed her hands to her face, and covered her eyes for a second before staring once again at La’Ki. “It puts us both at risk… I don’t want you to harm yourself, it’s not right…”
However, La’Ki simply hugged Yawne tight, and whispered in her ear.
“I’d go to the end of Pandora and back just to be with you, I’d risk my life to be with you, my beautiful Yawne…”

[Eltu]

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