Why I don't see the world the same

[ZenitYerkes]

I wanted to write this because of the end of a "Junior Achievement" course I began on winter and I eventually regretted being in. You might know why.

In a few words: everything has changed. Maybe it wasn't the world itself, but rather how I saw it. I'm now back home, but do not feel at it anymore. I just see... walls.

And I swear that when I remember the months I stayed on the Sorian pine woods, and the scent, the dust and the god rays, the deers and all that... it was one of the few actual contacts with Nature I had and never missed it so much as I do now.

I just see myself trapped in a constant work routine and a strange place where nobody gets benefited yet everybody stays. And when I ask why life has to be unfair, they just shrug their shoulders and keep doing their stuff.

I have been given new eyes; but on the wrong place.

And I can't wait to get out of here.