For me, it comes back when one of my parents rages about my "jaded" attitude towards the Hamster Wheel that is Life, and when I'm really in despair, I'd give just about anything to escape, even for a split second, to the peace that is Pandora.
For me, I can feel it slowly going away. In a way, I have come to rely on PAD to remind me that I'm still alive inside. When it's gone, Avatar will have lost it's affect, and I'll be just as desensitized as all the rest of the sheeple, knowing full well what I'm missing. Anything is better than blissful ignorance, and in that way, Avatar has set me free.
Last edited by Sight Unseen; 04-20-2010 at 01:23 AM.
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