Crying out of the system of studying

[Cyan]

Endless it all is, i can't bare the thought of cramming my head anymore, all i want to do is adventure and release myself into the world, not be held back by the frequent tests that demand us to be sponges abosorbing everything, becoming uniform and the same, well lets throw the sponge back, all this work is mounting and all this studying is hurting, all i want is peace and serenity, studying kills the mind into a logical thinking machine, i want to make decisions for myself sometimes, i want to be original and different. There is only soo much you can process when you have endless subjects on the go at the same time, doodling my thoughts and images in my book is considered an offence, even though i can multi task, individuality is a sin in school time.