Thanks guyguy

Sorry for the breathing stress.
Thank you all so much. I'm feeling better today. I still get a bit angsty thinking about him and this other chick together after they went around so much behind my back (not cheating on me, but making their own little "Hate Sam" club... not a nice feeling when I found out). Ugh, people are so immature sometimes. I really respect the ones that can talk about their true feelings face-to-face in a mature and honest manner. To me, hiding feelings from someone important is horrible, even if you think it's for the best. I guess some people might rather not know, but for me probably because of different things that have happened throughout my life, honesty is one of the most important things.