Searching for lifemate? Or already have them?

[Aquaplant]

I would want to find that special someone, but then again I don't want to go anyplace where people usually congregate.

And I don't believe in any sort of destiny or any other superstitious nonsense, because if one doesn't make anything of life, then one won't get anything. My problem is, that I'm not motivated to do anything to change that.

I live in a bubble at the moment, save for the few internet based connections, like these forums for instance. I'm just too depressed to really try anything other than just keep going on my miserable existence.