I Almost Snapped Today At Work

[Stanley_9875]

Thanks a lot again you guys ... I just wish I didn't post this now haha it's just last night I was still a little upset, so when I posted this I felt better but now I feel I should've left some stuff out of the post like the pen, trust me I dont know what I was thinking, it was like two scratches and was like, "ouch, well that was stupid" I'm just afraid you all will think of me unstable or one who cuts himself to feel better and I'm not that person, it's just I feel like i'm. A different person at work. Like when people ask me how my day was I say, "at work or the rest of my day?" like looking back on it it's like sure maybe I should've gotten in trouble for using the interent, but it's the fact she's never grateful. Oh well I can't go back now I'm just sorry to you all I put this on you and maybe burdened your heart in someway possibly thinking I'm unstable or something. If I wasn't on my iTouch I would quote each of you and thank yu but this thanks goes out to all of you for putting up with me and my pathetic life lol I just can't wait till I get a job doing what I love... Working on cars. If I do something I love I don't let anything affect me, but if I'm at someplace I don't like with some people I don't want to talk to doing something I don't like... I just need to post encouraging messages around me desk. Again i'm sorry and thanks fir everything trust me I'm better now some poeople have it worse off than me so I better accept it and make the best of it