what am i supposed to do......

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it seems like no matter what I do my parents are always extremely dissapointed with me.

It's that time of the year when I have to apply for a transfer from one faculty to another. I am currently enroled in the engineering faculty but I dont want to do that so I decided to take biological and environmental sciences this semester in hopes for transfering to the science faculty. When my parents heard about this at the start of the year they were extremely upset and dissapointed, as if they heard i was going to prision or something. Anyway, I've been doing pretty good in the science subjects (70-90% for assignments and lab work)

There are 2 ways I can apply for transfer: internally, and through UAC (university admission centre) So tonight i was applying for both and when doing the UAC application, I was aksed to make preferences. My first was ofcourse the uni I am currently at BUT incase I dont make it, I have to put down preferences for other uni's. My dad first heard this and went nuts as usual. Then he talked to me for a while and then my mum heard this. She heard "university.......change" and then she went ****en nuts as well. Now she has locked herself in her room and refuses to come out. ****en stubborn as hell.

Something which I think a normal family would simply discuss turns into a massive argument in my family. I ****ing hate it, this was the reason I went to go see a counselor at the start of the year, because I didn't know what I should do about having parents who are always very dissapointed in their son and what to do about the anger that built up inside. Not only that but the anger lead to other things as well. Just as I thought everything was getting better, everything got ****ed up just because of what happenned tonight.

I've ****ing worked my ass off this semester, getting all lab assessments and assignments done and even studying in my free time. I really have and all I tried to do was explain the realistic and logical thing to do and I get this ****en bull**** in return.... seriously, **** my life.......

What am i supposed to do..........