what am i supposed to do......

[tm20]

Well, thanks alot everyone who understands... really, these are just words being typed from a keyboard BUT i really am glad you all understand and some can even relate so again, thanks heaps. Talking to people about these things really does help for me

BUT again, tonight in the car my dad asked me how my day was. It was actually really good. I got out of the house, went to uni and got some good work done on my report, went to but a new guitar strap, went to see Avatar and went to judo. At the end of judo i was talking to someone who managed to get the best tickets for metallica in November and he has 3 sparis so i thought "this is excellent! one for me, my cousin and a friend" so i accepted them. But previously i asked my mum to buy 4 (this was before last nights **** fight) and so now I have 4 left over.... I told my dad about this and what seemed like a calm conversation soom became an argument where he raised his voice and called me and my friends disorganised which is true, but then trying to calm him down i said ok ok ok OK OK OK OK!!!!!!!!!!!! and we both got annoyed. I've managed to sell 2 already so that's half of my parents $$$ returned, the other 2 I will defenetily sell because theres no way Im letting my parents money go to waste. And I do appreciate that they did their best to get me tickets but I just was lucky to find even better ones. So now it's back to everyone not talking to each other in this miserable house.

I will continue to work hard and get good grades and study hard for the exams and hopefully make the transfer. Thankyou everyone for your understanding and support