Strength

[ZenitYerkes]

Jake Sully, fearless ex marine and permanent warrior. Paralytic, fighting against his limitations and constantly being tested out.

I bet most of us will run scared with the sight of the Thanator or the idea of having to fight a banshee.

I would.

In fact, I was the kind of "victim of the unfair system" boy who just sat down on a corner and looked everything like "I hope everyone died today". Recurrent depression, they said.

Yeah, times were hard by then.

Since December I decided to stop that and put all that **** in a hidden place. I didn't want to know anything about the "old Zenit". Old Zenit was bitter, lonely, sad and confused. And after Avatar, after being taught that life is a constant rite of passage, where your strength is always on trial; I made my decision.

I burnt my old life and decided to build a new one. From the inside. From scratch.

And this time I was careful to strengthen myself. To be able to get over every single thing that could be an obstacle. To not break down because of stupid, little details.

I am strengthening myself, so I can become as fearless as Jake.

And face reality with courage enough to change it.