Understanding

[madman]

Originally Posted by Aquaplant

Well apparently I've sunken so deep into my depression, that I no longer see things as they are, I don't know. But I guess I'd better leave, so I wont risk hurting others who still feel the spark of life.

No I don't think you should leave. This post here is much more constructive than the last. What you have shown with this post is a spark of vulnerability. This is what brought so many of us here. I sought answers to why I was feeling the way I was feeling. Perhaps we aren't 'professionals' per say, but we all have our own experiences that we can share with you should you want it. It helps, it really does. I do hope that you stay and open up a little. Perhaps then you will see how great of a place this really is. You are not alone ma tsmukan.