I'm sorry Woodsprite, I didn't mean to lash out like that, but I can't seem to help myself in this current state. Almost everything turns out negative when I look at it.
I'm not implying that your religious views have anything to do with living in a delusion. That's only the term I use of life as a whole, because it seems so pointless in the end. I've only been doing all sorts of philosophical thinking, and I've noticed that there really isn't anything in life for me at this point. I never claimed to be right in anything, because when everything is pointless, there is no right and wrong in the end.
And for me it's all about the probabilities of what the world can offer, and those odds do not look at all promising at this point. Nor do they no matter how I'd imagine that the future would turn out.
But I think I've derailed this topic more than enough with complaining about my misery, and soon there won't be any threads on the whole forum that hasn't turn out like this. It's not that I don't want to discuss about these things, but I usually do so at all the wrong places.
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