Understanding

[Aquaplant]

Originally Posted by Human No More

Aquaplant, I'm sorry if I was a bit negative to your post before. After all, we're all here to talk, to listen.
THAT's what makes here special. We're more than friends, we're a family in a way. We really understand each other, support and help, share the good times and happiness and help with the bad times.

I'm actually going through some fairly bad depression myself, so I know how it feels... Might make a thread on it later actually.

Don't be sorry, because only the negative replies made me realize what I had done.

I'm currently once again in a very bad mood, and the only way I can get over it is to shout or break things. This is only one of the qualities that makes me despise myself. I can't receive any advice or help, because I'm too angry to listen. Why is there so much anger, why must everything always fail, it's like a curse that nothing can ever go right.

I don't know how long I'll be able to stay sane, not that I've ever truly been sane, but it seems it's only getting worse these days. It's like there's no end to this darkness, it always follows me where ever I go and whatever I do. All I can do is complain, but nothing constructive ever comes from it.

I'm no longer even capable of forming rational though, all this anger prevents me from thinking.