Lonliness.

[Human No More]

Originally Posted by Canbelieve

Hmm, after the third time opening and closing this thread, I decided to write something.
Well, Fkeu'itan, I feel the same. But with one difference. I've found this person who I want give my love to. But, it's like always, it doesn't happen. I can't stop thinking about her, but we get more distant and I feel even more bad.
So, what to do? Walk around playing the happy guy trying not to think about it? Getting so sad and drown in your own anger, trying to help yourself by saying there will be another one or "someone out there..."?! Maybe acting like the cool souverain guy who doesn't care?
Hmm, "stupid" situation. That's why I'm writing at this topic now. I could run against a wall a hundred times, but nothing would change. Stupid example, I know. Oh, sorry, I've forgotten, it's your thread. I just thought I shouldn't open a new one, just to tell some people thounds of miles away how I feel for catching some consolatory. But it's human.
What to say, what would help? I don't know. Really.

Now I'm thinking about deleting this post, I mean, it won't change anything, but I think it's the right place for posting stuff like that. I told this two of my friends and one couldn't stop laughing about me. I'm not angry or anything like that. I can understand him, he was near explouding of laughing... . The other one understood. He's not as childish as the other one, maybe that's why he has a girlfriend, the laughing guy hasn't.

Last words. You're young Fkeu'itan, so don't worry too much. Time will come for everyone of us.

Oel ngati kameie...

I'm partly in the same situation, and I really don't know...