P.A.D doesn't fade, its with you forever. After watching Avatar, I just feel this unquenchable longing, like I've lost something that will never come back. "I was lying there, with a Big hole blown through the middle of my life, I started having these dreams of flying" - Jake Sully. I still haven't got over it, it does return, stronger than ever. But talking to people I love and respect on Skype and these Forums made me See that even though we are not Na'vi,and were not on Pandora, that doesn't mean we have to live the way every other human does. We are unique. You said you feel lonely...Me too, Everytime I see Jake and Neytiri, it hurts. It hurts like hell, but you have to think about other things. Heck, I worship Neytiri, posters everywhere...But if anything Avatar has shown me that life is precious, everyday is. I started waking up earlier, helping people, helping animals, walking in woods, drawing, creating music, videos, anything! Its YOUR life, live it to the full, Maybe we will see Pandora, but even if we don't, we have our own Na'vi clan here.
<33 Hope you feel better HNM...
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