I need some help here...

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I feel exactly the same way HNM. Truly, oél ngáti kámeie ma tsmukan.

Sometimes, you just have to admit to yourself that something isn't for you. Maybe in this case, that thing is the university route. I myself have been through this exact same situation. For me, it led to me completely reconsidering my options, keeping things open-ended and taking a different path. The path is not necessarily as clear cut as first seems, there are still a lot of various routes you can take...

As for finding a partner, I too ache for the love of another, but i'm willing to wait that little bit longer for a true love rather than some throw-away relationship. That may be difficult to find in today's society and you may call me old fashioned but this lonliness is something i'm prepared to endure.

As for now, try as best you can to get through, savour the little things and remember, you always have us for support.

Always.