I think it's maybe because you emphasize internalization so much, that maybe you come across as ignoring the external world a bit? You might feel freedom, joy, and excitement inside, but on the outside you might just be an everyday worker/consumer, and simply changing your mindset without making physical lifestyle changes might come across as a bit blue pillish. Though I know from other posts of yours that you are trying to buck the consumer/worker lifestyle, too, like most of us here. Maybe you could emphasize that a bit more? To show that you aren't rejecting your physical reality.
Just my theory.
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