Lonliness.

[Fkeu'itan]

Again stanley, thank you for your amazing support.

We have a similar situation in this country. It seems that relationships these days are all about "getting a leg over" which, in my personal opinion is just disgusting. It's great for anyone who shares this mentality, as there are countless numbers of both sexes who think exactly the same way which means easy relationships, (and when I say "relationships" in this contex, I actually mean sex.) But as you can probably tell, i'm not like that. You shold be with a person because you love them, because you share a connection, not primarily for the "action".

I also agree with your second point. It kills me too to see other people in the street, hell, even my own friends when they're with their partner and enjoying themselves. It's not envy or jealousy, it's just a longing. I don't know what it is that drives other people away either, it's a complete mystery to me. Admittedly, i'm not the thinnest, most muscular or best dressed of guys but maybe that's what many women (in my area at least) aim for these days. I just don't know.

Well, i'm not going to give up searching just yet and thanks for all the support, I don't know where i'd be without you guys.