ohhhh boy.... here comes wave 2...

[Loverofnature]

i just picked out my copy of avatar here yesterday (26th) and that is 17 hours ago, i watched it today, i felt that now i was finally going to see it for real, beacuse i have never went to the cinema and seen it(long story) pop it in and watched it, but as i watched i kept pointing out errors and such and i (sadly very sadly ) did not finish my view of it, i got interrupted by mom and all. and i realised "this doesnt feel like expected" becasue my expectations was sky high. of what i saw before getting cut of i got a couple of chills and such, and when i got cut off i felt huge emptyness i do not know if it is because i simply cannot get my self to loose myself and not think about errors etc or it is because it is the first view in 2 months. i found myself sitting in front of my pc, watching this montage YouTube - Avatar (best montage ever) and when it finish i took the nearest thing and kept clenching it so hard, while i was crying and wishing of neytiri to be here and comfort me... thinking about me higging her while hearing words of comfort , and i cried for like 5-10 straight. actually right now, while writing this, i am getting all emotional again.

sorry for the wall of text just had to share