Exhausted

[ZenitYerkes]

I don't know if you feel the same, but I am an artist (wannabe) and as so I'd love to spend my time in creating. A short novel, a philosophical essay and drawing are some of my personal projects I try to carry on right now; however, I'm 16 and that means studying for the future.

And studying for the future means also to prioritize that over anything else.

So I have a good idea to keep my story going or a new concept for my essay, a sketch of an odd building; and I just can't finish none of them since teachers would take them out of my hands.

When I arrive home, my body and my head are completely aching and it's difficult enough to get the homework done until 8 PM to worry about anything else. Just supper and then go sleep.

So I have no time for myself; unless I invent the 25-hour day or multitask instead. Can't check the forums, can't write a thing, can't read a book,...

This is just exhausting.

I wish I could explain myself better, but it's 11PM here and I need to go sleep so I can keep this (farce) going.