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11-08-2010, 01:46 AM
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So pissed at myself, so on my first accounting test I made a 67, I was angry but pretty confident I could come back and do good. Now on my second test when I saw it I felt like I had never been taught a single thing in accounting my entire life! May as well have been in another language! Even though I studied 10 or so hours for it I just went brain dead or something idk what happened.
Basically this semester I just feel dumb, maybe it is because Im telling myself I am switching majors anyways i dont really know what is going on with me, but to summarize this I made a fawking 27!!! yes thats right a 27 on this second test!  I was praying I would surprise myself but I did in the worst way. I still have one more test and a final left. What do yall think? Do you see any way possible that I can pull this grade up to a 70? Im not feeling to great tbh and seeing that I already dropped one class I can not drop this one. Also to add to all this, I just took a long career assesment to see what career's fit me best. I was hoping for it to spark ideas within me and find something I would really love to switch to and get my mind and body right and really enjoy school and feel like i am learning stuff. Though nothing felt right the test was so general and gave me things I would not want to do. So I have no idea what to do. My parents are angry with me, I am angry with me and I just dont know what to do. My parents say just do something like Marketing yet I dont know exactly what type of life I want to live. I just wish life wasnt all about working and making money and we could just live and be happy without all this worry about making enough money. So now Idk what Im going to do, what to major in?? Im just so stressed over so much right now! I dont feel like myself anymore, its like I just watch my self go through the movements, no passion or anything. I just want to be able to figure out what my real love is so I can do something I would enjoy and not hate waking up to go to work every day.
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11-08-2010, 02:18 AM
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I hear ya Gunny. I really understand
I wanted to sell my art and crafts, but it was easily shot down by my parents and think it's not a "real" job. I'm going to be taking a business class next semester and I am dreading it :/ All I want to do is make money from doing something I love!
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11-08-2010, 02:38 AM
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RT: Why can't we just be Na'vi? They don't have to worry about jobs, money, or college... 
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11-08-2010, 03:39 AM
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"We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find." "Gandhi said that whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it's very important that you do it because nobody else will. Like when someone comes into your life and half of you says: 'You're nowhere near ready'. And the other half says: 'Make her yours forever'."-Remember Me "An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind"-Mahatma Gandhi "It can't rain all the time"-The Crow
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11-08-2010, 08:26 PM
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Well I'm going to change my major today. Looking at either marketing or aviation and possibly looking into minoring in music. Not sure what I will go with but hopefully meeting with my counselor will help.
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11-08-2010, 09:34 PM
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hmm, I know the feeling... I really want to give up with university but don't know what I'll do after whether I give up or not... I want a job that lets me live to do what I love, not something that is the only thing I can do
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11-08-2010, 09:56 PM
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Sometimes i want to throw away also my work because its quite hard for me sometimes, but somehow it would be useless
 oh btw. decided to listen to the whole Avatar Soundtrack again
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 www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEpcjgYHE4U - So bad that it's coming close to Awesome - No, not my personality SUPER Villain and SOON UPRISING GOD of VfSCaM - Villains for Strawberry Cruelty against Mankind Only awesome sweet white Wine can bring you back epic Sunshine If you want to succeed in life, be evil, mean and show no mercy. But ALWAYS posess A GOOD TASTE !
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11-09-2010, 12:03 AM
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Work... I really have to say i am not motivated to go to work again tomorrow
 I wish there would be already again a weekend
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=eEpcjgYHE4U - So bad that it's coming close to Awesome - No, not my personality SUPER Villain and SOON UPRISING GOD of VfSCaM - Villains for Strawberry Cruelty against Mankind Only awesome sweet white Wine can bring you back epic Sunshine If you want to succeed in life, be evil, mean and show no mercy. But ALWAYS posess A GOOD TASTE !
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11-09-2010, 08:07 PM
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Start of day (12 hours ago): Plain ground.
Now: 2 dm decimeters of snow o.o (about 18 inches) Let's hope it stays (which is the very thing it won't  Oh well, I guess a couple of inches of slush in tomorrow morning ain't that bad  )At least I got to throw a couple of snowballs on the lunchbreak today
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11-10-2010, 01:06 AM
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11-10-2010, 02:51 AM
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RT: so releaved to have my major changed! Yet still stressing about the classes this semester >.< time to really start heavy studying
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11-10-2010, 03:51 AM
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God life has been hell recently. I've contemplated suicide, but never seriously. I just hate what goes on inside my head. All I hear is: "Put a bullet to me. Bullet in the brainpan. Squish." over and over again. It's maddening.
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11-10-2010, 08:45 AM
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11-11-2010, 11:03 PM
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I ended up going with a Marketing major with a minor in Music
I actually kind of wanted to go the aviation route but found out that my school is only offering it through the business aspect of aviation logistics. So where I saw classes that would begin to train you like ground school I was told that those are not available :/ So I went with marketing since it is a broad subject that can help me get my foot in the door working and then I can slowly find my way into a job I really like. I just need to graduate lol plus it gives me a good chance to pick up the music minor and start playing again RT: Just got invited over to a girls place tonight *eyebrow wiggle* should be interesting, not sure in what way she likes me atm so this can be good or bad XD hahaha
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