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Ohhh yes.
I can definitely feel it coming back as well, and it is not like PAD or anything... More like a will to create something... Something Avatar related I had in mind for a while now... It is also combined with that special love for the bioluminescence I felt sooo long ago. |
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I still miss the initial rise of these "vibes"...
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I definitely have the feeling back.... I actually believe it's nearly as bad as when I first watched it, I've experienced lonely feelings in all ways since watching the CE, but not just just depression however... On different days I'll feel uplifted and wanting to get out into the world and get know people across the globe..... Maybe climb mountains and all kinds of stuff.... Maybe one day eh?
Most of it seems to be depression though, but surprisingly enough to me it ISN'T for Pandora.... Something inside me just yells "This planet can still be YOUR Pandora Kyle, if you allow it to be." I've looked at pictures on Google of places in very tropical countries and they make me believe this planet still could be the safe haven we're all longing and looking for. What the depression IS for, is that special someone of the opposite gender, someone maybe I could go through most of my life with, through lots of experiences, downs and ups. Somebody who would always be there for me and vice versa, somebody who would do anything to be with me and also vice versa... But most importantly, someone who understands me, and understands why I think and act like I do, to sum it up everybody.... I need a soul mate.
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It's always been there a little bit for me. But to be honest, i wish the vibe was much stronger
It's a feeling like no other...I hope this changes
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Marley, oel ngati kameie... The loneliness is one of the worst parts for me... while I still want to go home, I know that I can't and likely will always be stuck on Earth... but being so lonely... nobody was meant to
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Yeah, same for me.
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Marley I have to agree with you completely. Well-said, tsmukan.
I'm fine with this world, and I feel like I can allow it to be my Pandora. But my Pandora just wouldn't be a Pandora without a Neytiri. Lonliness...I've felt it too. Getting depressed over the world of Pandora not being in existence is a small percentage of my PAD. IT'S MAINLY NEYTIRI AND JAKE. Their love. The love story aspect of Avatar. It makes me see an ideal relationship...one that I want 110%...but unfortunately at the moment do not have.
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It's all coming back for me, especially after just watching Avatar and the Irayo video, I'm tearing up right now
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The only human who really compares to Neytiri is Alyx Vance from HL2, and she's just as unreachable as Neytiri is in this life. I want a warrior.![]() The third big part of it too is really what human society has become, and what our lives have become. The consumerism, the hierarchy, the greed, the lack of tribe-like community. Earth, can be Pandora in nature, but what human society has become...that's not my clan. Hence why I'm a neo-tribalist.
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HNM, I feel your yearning.. and desire to go "home". ![]() Tey'Kan
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Don't get me wrong people, I love Pandora... And I long to have a worthy dream of it still even today... But I believe there's so much that THIS world can offer which is kinda similar to Pandora, wildlife, love, fitness, and just friendliness... I think the love and friendliness have been showed here on ToS, ToS Skype channels and other places to do with here pretty often!
The loneliness part for me comes when I realise that you lot all don't live in my society, or anywhere remotely close to me..... And then there's the longing for a soul mate which is an instant send into depression when I think about it. :/
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I never suffered from PAD until after I saw the s.e. No, really, I loved avatar so much the first viewing I was totally jazzed to see it the next night. Which I did. And again 3 days later. But something about the s.e. left cold and lonely. If it was PAD, then it it me pretty hard, and I don't want that anymore. I wonder if it has something to do with the added scenes. Seeing a semi-BladeRunner earth for Jake was depressing. And while the Na'vis attack scenes helped round out Quaritch, the stuff about Neytiri's sister was unnecessary, and I simply hated the whole death-of-Tsutey scene.
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Perhaps there is still some in this world... but there's so much that is missing, and I still have nobody to love in my life
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We need to start a 'Fans of Avatar, but desperate and dateless' thread...
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