Avatar movie for my Ipod for PAD medicine?

[Rainbowhawk1993]

I had a breakdown yesterday evening with depression and PAD was apart of it because I watched Some dealeted scenes in the morning. I probably Shouldn't tell anyone about my mental conditions but I think I may want to so people who want to help me can understand. I have asperger syndrome which means that my mind has something playing in it like a seen from a movie in this case the Bad scenes from avatar: Neytiri's heart being broken when Jake confesses, Jake trying to tell the Na'vi to run but they stay and many of them die because they didn't yield to jake's warning and Neytiri cring over her dead father. I try to think about other scenes but it's very hard for me when one scene keeps playing in my mind.

I think music could help but i honestly think the avatar soundtrack doesn't have enough. It doesn't have any "Pulled from dispair and renewed with hope" songs. The only way to find that music from the soundtrack is by youtube with the complete score videos:

Prayers for Grace

...to mend the heart restore hope.

and

...to feel rejuvinated with moral and to see the pain in the a**'s receive the unrelenless hell the desirved ever since they set foot on pandora.

But the problem is that I can't get these on Itunes to listen to them Anytime I get a bad scene in my head. I was thinking of Paying $15 to get the movie for my Ipod so I could see those scenes that restore hope.

What do you think?