Always wanting to run... away somewhere

[Theorist]

Anyone else have the problem that they can't stand being inside. I started college last January (well I started last fall over a year ago, but withdrew because I didn't want to be so far from family). Every day it just seems like moving from building to building to me. Waiting for the next chance to get out. It's not that I'm doing bad in school, or hate my school, I just don't see it as much but waking up in a relatively rectangular room, going to another big rectangle, then a few more with intermittent breaks, and finally ending up back in the same rectangle.

Even sometimes when I'm lying there with my girlfriend, I just wanna get up and run, because I can't stand feeling so locked up. It just feels like I'm waiting.

Waiting...waiting...waiting.

The sky is grey a lot to here in Ohio, especially in Fall, but I've been feeling this way everyday since day 1. When I walk to class I'll look up at the sky and just wish there was somewhere to go.

I just want to go to somewhere more natural feeling. Endless wilds. Where there's no time limit till I have to go back to my "duties"

I feel like each day I'm kinda just wasting time here in a rectangle.

I don't know how to explain it without saying the same thing over and over again, but I just want out! Out of here!