I feel so sick

[ZenitYerkes]

I want to get out of here, throw the computer away and crash the iTouch against the floor, leave the home, the school and my family with a few money and buy a ticket to nowhere , to never come back.

Surprisingly I'm still here, feeling this sickness all over my body.

I don't know, everything has turned so empty these days. My home is now just a mass of bricks and concrete where to hide, screens are a cheap excuse to stay sat down on a comfy chair and watch the day pass by, and nothing or nobody around me seems to understand this except the forums people.

So sick I want to literally vomit.