Reality - Face it or run away?

[ZenitYerkes]

I'm struggling with this right now.

...Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them?

Refuge from the trouble or face it? Stay cozy and warm behind the screen, in our world, with the Na'vi; or rather get rid of them and join the courage we have remaining in our hearts to fight for a better world? Inside it's comfortable, outside it's cold and aggressive.

I am between this two worlds. Mine, in which I can write about my characters and be their God, fill my social needs with typing and wait for replies; and the real world, a world in which I am with no support further than my family and that's almost unknown to me, a world where I'm certainly not God, neither a perfect person and who has nothing under control.

If I am to choose the first one, I know I won't ever be anything else, but a coward. A weakling that just chats and talks with big words, with people far away from him, and won't ever make big things.

But choosing the other one leaves me alone and powerless in front of the nothing I created myself with this isolation. I have no people outside this world. And I don't want to be with momma. And I also know, that things here suck. Not for me, but the whole world is just wrong, and I can't do anything to change it or get out of the scheme to do something worth with my life.

I won't choose the first one, because I don't want to end up like that; and I can't go with the second one, because I have nowhere to go.

It's painfully confusing.