Has anyone had a recurrnce of P.A.D?

[Rabbit]

Ok, so today I bought some Avatar posters, which was awesome! but then as i put them up in my room (looking marvellous) I started to get really down again with the realisation that Avatar has changed my life so much and opened my eyes to the horrors of the world (which is great) that I sometimes wish that my eyes were not open that I did not 'see' so I could carry on with my life the way it was.

Now being able to 'see' it has made life quite complicated, knowing that I most likely wont find 'the perfect mate' in Jake and Neytiris case, and that the world is too far gone for me to make a difference (believe me ive been trying) so ive been wondering if anyone else had a recurrence of P.A.D?