Can you bare the thought of leaving?
I have realised, it cannot go on forever, we will all go our seperate ways and that is a bitter pill to swallow for me. I have become dependent here, and at the moment, would burst into tears by leaving, it's like saying good bye, permenantly to people you love, and the cruelty is that, at some point, the users here will never be seen again, and all that invested love would hurt. It has on several occasions, made me think, the cruelty of that day, or will the need to be here gradually leave. I cannot conclude, all is that I love you dearly, and that is said most often here, but it is true. I always presumed, hoped infact, whether it is dreaming or being practical, that one day, out of circumstance or fate, we will all see eachother, and recall the times we have shared and become friends in real life to.
Until then, there must be no regrets, no tears no anxieties, go forward in all your beliefs and prove to me that I am not mistaken in mind.
Last edited by Cyan; 04-13-2010 at 12:45 AM.
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