Apology and Possible Farewell

[xcrunner08]

Let me start off by saying this is REALLY long, but admins/mods don’t worry I do not say anything bad in it. On the contrary, this is more of an apology and farewell. Over the past couple months, I have become a person I really don’t want to be. I have been an *******, a liar, and just mean at points. And thinking about it today, I just don’t like it.

I am just tired of everything at this point. I love the avatar community, but it’s starting to become too big a part of my life. The people are great, the forums are great, the movie is great, but there comes a point where I have to let some of the stuff go. This is that point for me.

I don’t know why I have taken this stuff seriously. Everyone is, for the most part, nice people. I think I have just gotten caught up in all this drama that I just lost sight of the fact that names on the internet are people too. As I said above, I just don’t like the person I am right now, or rather the person I am on the internet.

I try to be a nice guy, and I usually get along with everyone. My actions in the past weeks have caused people to think of me as a bad person, a dick, and I don’t like that at all. I don’t know if it’s too late but I apologize for what I have done.

Human No More: We have had our differences in the past and I shouldn’t have made the attack I did. I think you are a nice guy and care about the Avatar Community.

Zongtseng: When I attacked you in IRC, I had no clue who you were and jumped to conclusions. You have been a nice guy to me always and I apologize for attacking you.

Eltu: Thanks for being a defender of me on here. I probably never deserved it, but you always got me unbanned after I got in trouble. Thanks and sorry for causing problems.

I apologize to anyone else who my actions have caused problems for, but those were the specific people I thought about. I feel terrible for contributing to several members leaving the Avatar community forever, but I can’t change that now.

I will probably be taking an extended break from forums for the most part (except for one most likely), though I haven’t decided yet. I will try to still be on IRC but a lot of my time will be spent on Skype. If you want to add me, PM me or ask on IRC, I would just prefer not to post my name in this public of a place. I understand if most of you don’t want to talk to me, though I would like to remain in touch with people. Sorry if this is long and sentimental but I had a really reflective run today and wanted to get this out. This whole thing has just interfered with my life a little much and I want it to be over. As I said, sorry for the problems and I would like to remain in touch with a lot of you. Sincerely,

Xcrunner08